Ever since this change inside of my soul has gripped my heart and moved my eyes towards the Lord God, Jesus Christ, I have never felt so alive and so passionate. The thing is, I have failed to recognize the way that affects others around me. I’m more passionate about sharing the changes than actually applying them to my life and relationships. Part of the reason this has not really happened is because I have not been praying about them, so not even thinking about them. So, as my friends and family, will you please forgive me if I have offended you in hypocrisy or overlooked your faith in attempt to save you myself instead of letting God do all the work? Yes, I am a hypocrite. Yes, I have judged at times when I am not the Judge. Please know that it is a struggle for me to give all selfish ambition to the Lord, therefore this happens more than I even want to admit. I’m sorry for hurting you if I have, those were not my hopes at all.
Love to you as Christ as loved me,
S. B.
