So, I knew posting the last one wasn't going to be spot on or perfect, because it was partially a venting session and part sharing of faith...so I knew I was going to be wrong at some point. I'm happy I so quickly see what that is now, thanks to God's blessed servants and friends of mine.
First, I apologize for being a little unclear. I was hurt about the whole death thing. I realize now that may people are saying "yay he is dead" for the benefits of him no longer leading others, etc. and they may not actually be focused on how good it is he is dead. I guess it just rubbed me wrong this morning to hear joyful cheers in the words about death. That's where my heart was broken, not in the fact the terror by bin Laden himself is ceased. That is so, so good!
Second, I will probably vent on here again in the future. I have been given a compassionate heart, so I tend to need to express my thoughts before it overwhelms me. When this happens, I can easily miss outiside factors the one thing that hurts me, and then miss the fact I may be somehow judgemental or....I don't know, anything not loving. So please, will you forgive me and explain to me where I am wrong? I need that to grow, so pretty please share with me in as clear and calm way as you can, so that I may be receptive and understanding of the need to be taught. Thank you so much, friends!
Much love, in Jesus name!
SjB
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